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[There is a bit of a pause, perhaps slightly longer than it should have been, but only slightly, and then--]

You've reached the SFC of Minato Arisato. Sorry, I'm not here right now, but if you leave a message, I'll try to get back to you when I can.

Thank you.

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Minato-niisan -

[And then he realizes what he just said, and blushes furiously despite the seriousness of the situation. He's his leader, not his big brother, even if he feels like the latter more than the former sometimes. Ken will just be staring at his feet now.]

S-sorry. That was improper...

[...ah? Oh.

He blinks, tilting his head.]

Improper...? I don't think so. You can call me whatever you'd like to call me, Ken-kun.

[A smile.]

I'd be honored to be a big brother to you.

It's just that... SEES is my family. It's difficult to see someone in your family going through a hard time. I just want to help you, and maybe this problem is resolved, but...

[This is difficult for him to do, much less tell someone else to do.]

Please promise to let me help you in the future.

[He wants to be useful, he wants to be helpful, and it hurts when he's left out or can't do anything.]

[...ah?

...and he bows his head, and responds honestly.]

I promise, Ken. I won't exclude you from anything purposefully.

After all, you're right. We're a family. We...shouldn't hide things from each other.

[He...hesitates, then. Can he...how can he...where does he even start...?]

...I...have to tell you something, too. Because we shouldn't hide things from each other.

[Everyone has been telling him that he has to do this. So...why is it so hard?]

[He looks up, and nods, letting Minato take this at his own pace, whatever it is.]

[...ah this is not easy at all. It'd be...strange if it was, though, wouldn't it?

A sigh and for once his hands leave his pockets, clasped together as he leans forward, propping his elbows on his thighs.]

...Has anyone told you what happened with Nyx?

[He shakes his head.]

No, not really. Only what we talked about in that meeting.

[...Ah...alright.

Start from the beginning, yes.]

...To put it simply, humanity's negativity was calling on Nyx to...erase humanity. Of course...

[I--]

We decided to fight her.

[But why would people -]

[Now isn't the time for questions. He nods. SEES would never let anything like that happen.]

[...]

In the end, we did win, but--

[...he lets out a breath. A slight pause. A hitch in his breath.]

... But?

[What is this feeling of dread in his stomach? :( ]

[There's no way to sugarcoat it. No way to make it better, or easier. He promised to be honest, and so he will.

He takes a deep breath]

...But I died.

[There's no reaction at first, Ken letting himself try to absorb what he heard. That couldn't be what he heard, could it? No... no.]

[... But there's no mistaking those words.]

Why? Why you, and why not one of the rest of us? Why couldn't we stop it? Why couldn't it have been me?! It's not like...

[His voice goes quiet, almost breaking.]

It's not like I planned to live this long anyway.

[....n-no. That...he can't. He shakes his head quietly, slowly.]

It was my choice. I...wanted you--I wanted everyone to live.

Ken...I don't regret it. Please, don't regret it in my place.

But you can't die! You just... you just can't...

[He can't cry, he won't cry, but he can't stop the tears from welling up in his eyes. He can't stop himself from shaking. This can't be true. This just... he won't accept it.]

Please... please don't die... please... please don't...

[Oh Ken...oh Ken. He stands quickly, moving to crouch in front of the other, reaching a hand out slowly.

And then...he abandons all hesitation, instead simply reaching forward and hugging the boy close.]

...I'm right here. It's okay. I'm right here.

[He leans against Minato's chest, clenching his fists into the other's shirt. His breath is short, and he doesn't want to let go. If he lets go, Minato might disappear...]

Please...

[And so he doesn't let go. He hold him, not too tightly, not loosely. He just holds him, quietly, eyes closed.]

Ken...I'm not going to leave you.

[...Not again. He can't. He shouldn't have left them the first time.]

I promise.

I'm right here.

I'll... I'll change things. I'll find a way to keep you with us. You can't... you won't... I won't lose someone again.

[Just when he had come to see someone else as family... he can't bear to go through that again. He won't bury another family member.]

[He's focusing on keeping his breathing calm, his expression as quiet as he can...as painful as this is.

He rubs Ken's back quietly, perhaps...to comfort the both of them.]

...We will. Together. After all...we're here now. I don't think there's anything we can't do.

Y... yeah.

[He's trying to calm down, but it's hard. His heart hurts. He doesn't want to process this, but he knows it's just going to hit harder later.]

S... sorry... I got your shirt wet...

[...he doesn't move, shaking his head slowly.]

...I don't mind.

[He never does, does he?

...And he knows this is all he can do for Ken now...and it's just not enough.]

I'm sorry I waited so long to tell you. Are you alright?

[He pulls away a little, and wipes his face. He has to be strong, right?]

I'll... I'll be okay.

[It's a little bit of a lie. He can't imagine himself being okay about this, but... it's not impossible that he will be.]

[...he knows it's a lie. But what can he do?]

...Alright. I'm...I promise I'm not going anywhere.

... Thank you, Minato-senpai.

[He can't... he can't do this right now. He stands, and nods.]

... Have a good night.

[He needs a walk to clear his head. He needs to get moving.]

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